Memories Like Chains

Heartfelt scars deep inside,
Bear memories of remorse.
Times I wished I died,
Lost without a course.
A battered heart remains,
Numb to the brutal pains.

Memories like chains,
Binding me to pain.
Dreams like stains,
What is it that I gain?

Corroded corridors of thought,
Rotting hope's wonder.
My desires once would have fought,
But now lie torn asunder.
Tears stain eyes with hate,
Giving in to a darker fate.

Memories like chains,
Binding me to rejection.
Dreams like stains,
Remind me of infection.

Is that the light of sunrise,
Or of another searing wound.
I look unto the open skies,
Before my hope is drowned.
Bitter darkness blinds,
As day to day life grinds.

Memories like chains,
Binding me to death.
Dreams like stains,
Stealing my breath.

Free me from this prison,
This place of solitude.
I've made my final decision,
Making ashes my food.
Repentance is hope,
Tackling blood stained slope.

Memories like chains,
Freedom I will find.
Dreams like stains,
No longer bind.

Darkened memories will no longer remain,
As blood poured out washes away the stain.

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